Sunday, January 10, 2010

Writer's Block

I am trying to write Jordan's weekly letter, and I have plenty to tell him, but I can't remember any of it!!  So maybe blogging will chip away at the writer's block in my brain.

I think I miss performing.  I'm getting crazier and crazier in my personal life and I think I'm just acting out for the reactions.  It has been so long since I've been in front of an audience or on a stage or under those blinding bright lights.  Strangely enough I have a sizable amount of stage fright, however the rush of the performance and the fulfillment of applause led me to be a dancer for 10 years.  After that I was in choir through all of middle school and high school.  I also was in color guard for 3 years.  I've been in several plays and countless dance shows, and I realized today that I really haven't been a part of a performance since high school.  Could this be the reason behind my constant antsy behavior and ADD like brain waves? It wouldn't surprise me.

I tried looking around for things I could join or even just be a small part of, but the sucky part about being a grown up is that there are barely enough hours in the day to do the things you NEED to do, let alone time to do the things you WANT to do.  

So I pose this question to the masses: How do YOU find time to do the things you love?


Jessica-MKZ said...

i JUST realized we had the same background.. hm I'm sorry lol.