Wednesday, January 20, 2010

emotional breakdown in 3....2....

Dark Side: 
I am stupid and counted weeks wrong, today is transfer day which messes up mail and he will be getting his birthday package late.

Now a month and a half since the last letter, maybe I shouldn't send it at all and make the brownies myself...

Mean people suck. "I hear fat whores are cheap in Cypress"..."At least I'm not 350 pounds and waiting for a boy that probably wont even want me in 2 years."  If I weren't trying to be more Christ-like....that boy would have been emotionally scarred for life.  Instead I have to take it, and stew, and cry that maybe he is right.  (not about the 350 pounds, I happen to KNOW for a fact that I am not 350 pounds).


Bright Side:
 I got the internship I wanted.  I start Wednesday the 27th.



My life is starting to seem a little off-balance




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3 comments:

Jenna said...

I don't have any goals to be nice this year- tell me who said that and I'll rip them a new one. You know I will...

Jessica-MKZ said...

WHO the heck said that. Tell me NOW. Whoever they are really should get on a boat, shove off to EFF YOU ISLAND and never come back. EW.

Chantal said...

A missionary who used to serve here who has kept in contact...He lives in Utah now.

I may have initiated eveything when I asked him if he ENJOYED having obama give it to him in the butt...but I didn't REALLY think obama was butt raping him so his reaction seemed like a little too much...