Tuesday, March 1, 2011

A Shallow Moment

Today, for the first time in a long time.  I felt UGLY.  I realize Ive never been a hot hottie.  But on a regular basis I could say that how I looked didn't drive me into a deep depression.  Then I was thinking about the girl back in October 2009 and realized that compared to her...

I'm old. Ragged. Frumpy. 

and just all together unattractive.

This isn't a weight thing.  I mean, losing a few...hundred...pounds wouldn't hurt, I'm just saying in general...my face. uck.  I must start using moisturizer or something because this is getting bad.  I don't mind if I'm the same when Jordan get back...I just don't want to look...worse. blech.