Well, with less than 40 hours to go (HOLY CRAP!) I suppose it is time to consider what to do with this blog...I do enjoy having a place to vent my crap so I think I'll keep it. Do I make it private? That seems like an awful lot of work. I think I just won't mention it to him and see how long it takes him to remember that I started this and then go find it.
As for me. I feel great actually. I thought I'd be freaking out and be a total wreck by this point in the game, but I'm really not. Excited? Yes. Anxious? Very....but not freaking out. Not pulling out my hair, not over/under eating (anymore), and not bursting into tears at all. My sleep has suffered though. My brain seems to enjoy attacking me the second I get into bed...So I'm pretty exhausted but that has a perfectly good reason: Lack of sleep. If I had to put it into one word, I guess I'd say I'm happy.