So...totally over it. Those last two posts can be disregarded as a combination of stress, insecurity, bad communication and hormones. Any two of those things would end in an outburst but I was lucky enough to feel all of them simultaneously. Jordan was able to write and explain some things and I feel better...I considered deleting the posts but then I figured anyone who was going to read them already has by now and also its not like i didn't feel what I felt. I did feel it, just not anymore.
Because I'm a stupid girl after all.
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Which sounds like a rejected Disney ride theme song.
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Who knew?